Thursday, November 4, 2010

You learn more after that fall

I've been out of secondary school life for almost a year now... been in college for 4 months or so. Through that time, I've fallen, I've stood back up; I've lost some, gained some; I've open my heart up to some and closed my heart to another. All in all, it has been a crazy year with everything packed right in it...

I've started driving to college. Scratched the car the first time I drove it out but continued driving after that nevertheless. I'm much better at it now with the occasional parking screw ups and when the GPS decides it wants to spend more time with me in the car.

I've made new friends and probably lost a few old ones along the way. I know that true friends can truly still know each other even if they are miles away. Real friends can catch up with each other no matter how long they've been apart for. That special friend will make you feel special all the time.

I've found out that saying no may be hard but it'll most probably save myself a lot more trouble. I don't need to do everything to make sure that it's going to be perfect, I just need to make sure I find the right team of people to put my trust in.

If you're reading this you may think all of these are nonsensical thoughts or things you may have knew since long time ago. I'm not saying I just found out but somethings just made me reignite that faith in me again.

To those whom hurt me, I wished it did not happen but I now know the truth.
To those whom helped me, thank you for all the support.

We all learn to get better with time. Though we may come out with battle scars, but we know that each and every one of those scar played an important part of our lives.