either way.. it’s still a FRUIT.
Today was tiring.
Baked in the morning.
Out after that.
Back at night.
Interested? Click to enlarge.
Yesterday morning at 3AM, my dad received a shocking news from Serom. A tragedy I would say. My cousin brother hanged himself. Reason still unknown. Even though I am not very closed to him but it’s sad to hear someone had just taken their own life away like that. So to my dearest cousin brother, may you rest in peace.
Found this off Nauwar’s blog, thought it was pretty interesting so I took the quiz.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. [Sounds too much like a fairytale…]
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. [yeah right! Studying is the last thing I want to do.]
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. [That’s why I chose to study event management over culinary.. lolx.]
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
This is actually quite true. Haha.. quite shocking what a few questions can tell me how I am. Interested? *click here*
Basketball Competition U-19
9th June 2009 and 10th June 2009.
7 AM till 7 PM
Damansara Kim Basketball Court.
Four on Four. Six per team.[half court]
RM 60 per team.
first come first serve basis.
For more info, please contact us @
tropicanaunityleo@gmail.com
We will email you the form and details.
Futsal Competition U-19
12th June 2009 till 13th June 2009
9 AM till 3 PM
Sg Buloh Sports Planet.
RM 90 per team.
first come first serve basis
For more info, please contact us @
tropicanaunityleo@gmail.com
We will email you the form and details.
HELP SPREAD THE WORD.
PRIZES WILL BE CONFIRMED SOON, IN THE MEAN TIME.
WHY DON'T YOU SECURE A PLACE FIRST?
=)
Basketball Competition U-19
9th June 2009 and 10th June 2009.
7 AM till 7 PM
Damansara Kim Basketball Court.
Four on Four. Six per team.[half court]
RM 60 per team.
first come first serve basis.
For more info, please contact us @
tropicanaunityleo@gmail.com
We will email you the form and details.
Futsal Competition U-19
12th June 2009 till 13th June 2009
9 AM till 3 PM
Sg Buloh Sports Centre.
RM 90 per team.
first come first serve basis
For more info, please contact us @
tropicanaunityleo@gmail.com
We will email you the form and details.
HELP SPREAD THE WORD.
PRIZES WILL BE CONFIRMED SOON, IN THE MEAN TIME.
WHY DON'T YOU SECURE A PLACE FIRST?
=)
“when you see my face hope it gives you hell hope it gives you hell…” – Lynnette
”Then why are you taking my eraser?” – Yi May
Add maths today was FUN. We learnt trigo
and I think I am starting to get the hang of it.
The funniest part was when Nauwar had an equation
1 = 1
So called it Nauwar’s Theory..
When it doubt, during exams.
Just put RHS/LHS = 1
It always works
What happened was.. after that..
almost every question we did equaled to one. =.=
Today I baked..
And then we went out to get more ingredients for something else.
Before that, LUNCH!
Some pumpkin sago thing which is my favourite tong sui!
Some chee cheong fun thing ala popiah style.
Didn’t really liked it.
Fried prawn thingamajiggy.
Love it!
Glutinous rice thingamajiggy.
Love it!
went to chang tung after that.
Got everything I needed.
Went home and made
SAUSAGE BUNS!
Before
After
they’re not pictures from the same batch.
My first attempt.
What do ya think?
I felt a warm fluid trickling down the side of my forehead. I heard voices above me but I was too tired to even turn around to look. I felt my eyelids growing heavier by the minute. I gently closed them and fell into a sea of darkness.
Was I dead? I wondered. I stood alone in the darkness that envelope me. Where was the slideshow to life people claimed they saw before death took them? Why do I see nothing? From a distance, I saw an image coming closer. I quickly grabbed onto it before it could fade away.
A little girl was clutching on tightly to a woman’s hand. They were walking around the park. The woman lifted the little girl onto the swings. I felt an emotions seeping through the image. A warm glow surrounded the little girl. What was this emotion I had locked on to?
Realization hit me like a ten ton truck. Happiness. A feeling I had not felt in a very long time. I tried to hold on to the image for as long as I could before it faded away and I was left in the darkness again. I waited patiently this time around. It wasn’t too long before a second image appeared.
The little girl was now grown up. She had pigtails in her hair and was carrying a pretty little bag with her school books in it. It was her first day of school. As she saw the school bus approaching, she quickly ran towards it. She heard her mum calling out her name but she didn’t turn back. When she finally turned around, she saw her mum lying in a big puddle of blood.
I reached down and gently stroke the woman’s hair. The little girl was no longer in a rush to get to school. She was now kneeling beside her mum crying. The woman now lay like a statue, in her hand; she was still holding the packet of sandwich she made that morning.
I felt tears flowing down my cheek. I let the image slip away. I wandered around in the darkness for quite some time before the next image came by. This time, I saw a teenage girl dressed in a baby blue dress with a tiara on her head. Tears were tumbling down her cheeks. As I moved closer, I saw a bruise on her arm. She took down the tiara and broke it into pieces, throwing it into the middle of the road. Before she faded away, I heard her mutter, “I’m not a princess, this isn’t a fairytale.”
My heart went out to her. I wanted to comfort her but she was already gone. I stood silently in the darkness around me. I heard a strange beeping noise. I blocked it out as I caught on to my next image.
The girl was now dressed in her graduation robe. She was on stage receiving her graduation certificate. She glanced down into the crowd. Her gaze fell on the empty seat. Tears began to well up in her pretty blue eyes. She quickly swiped them away and plastered a smile on her face. When the ceremony was over, while everyone grabbed pictures with their family, she sat beside the pond feeling so alone.
Another image quickly took over the image. This time, the girl was in a club dancing her night away. From where I stood, I saw someone offering her something. I wanted to warn her but it was already too late. The images shuffled forward as I saw her getting washed out day after day.
The beeping noise appeared again. It was no longer a steady beep but an irregular one. I heard someone calling out to me. He was telling me to stay strong. It was him. I blocked out his pleads as I drifted off back into the darkness.
The girl I had been looking at was me. There really was a slideshow to life. His voice sounded so familiar but I couldn’t place the name to it. Then it all came flooding back to me. It was him. He was there for her all along. He sat there with her all night on the pavement the night her dad hit her, he’d comforted her that day beside the pond after graduation, he had helped her pull through it all. I had managed to block him out of every image. He helped me through it all and I pushed him away.
I could hear him now. He was begging the doctors to do something. He asked me to stay strong and wake up. I was tired, I wanted to sleep. Then, something made me stop. He muttered those three words. Something I hadn’t heard in a very long time. I slowly opened my eyes.
It was a narrow escape from death.
I didn’t get to finish my essay on time.
Stupid me for changing my storyline 3 freaking times.
I should have just stuck with the first one.
But no, I wasn’t contented with the storyline.
40 minutes to the end..
I changed my storyline.
I’ll just have to hope maybe,
just maybe.
I didn’t do as badly as I thought I did.
I actually used the short story I once posted on my blog in the end.
I kinda elaborated on her flashbacks and ended a few details.
It was a death/love story.
Yes, my story always involves death.
because i am just so utterly morbid and I like killing off my characters.
but, it also involves love.
because I’m such a sucker for fairytale romance and happy endings
I’m over and done with it.
I should say that the very main reason.
Is not anything I crapped in my BM karangan.
It’s not anything teacher made us memorize.
I think it’s technology.
As technology is improving,
Computers/machines are taking over jobs.
Why wouldn’t people want to use computer anyway.
They’re faster, cheaper, efficient and makes no mistakes.
They do not take sick leaves, annual leaves, funeral leaves.
They just keep on working until a virus attacks them and dies.
Imagine.
Ten years time,
We would have computer/machines for everything in the world.
What would humans be doing?
It’s enough to make you think of switching from that..
accounts/mass comm/pharmaceutical/culinary line
to
anything related with computers.
Cause the most needed job next time would be.
To fix the computers when they get infected with virus.
Think Terminator.
Think Skynet.
crap.
There are plenty of ways to e-study now.
Some of the notes are pretty useful.
For Form 4 & 5 Sejarah Notes
click here
For Form 4 & 5 Chemistry, Physics, Biology, Moral, Maths Notes
click here
If you’re interested in getting some SPM tips for yourself
click here
Lynnette is in a tidak apa/given up/don’t give two shits mood about chemistry now.
She needs to snap out of it soon because the paper 2 is tomorrow.
actually
she feels the same damn way for every paper.
The rush to study is lost somewhere after sejarah paper.
she’s going to try very hard now to understand memorize
the homologous series and alcohol structures.
Please wish her luck and all the best in breaking the mood.
teacher melinda
Give me an example of rubber.
*mutters under breath* Condom.
We can’t use unprocessed rubber because
It’s not heat resistant, cannot return to normal shape, easily koyak.
Oh my.. *laughs*
I did finish my moral pretty quickly.
I didn’t really study much of moral at all.
Finally,
Someone got caught.
*screams with joy*
Over the weekend,
I did a little of physics, chemistry.
=/
Stoned a lot.
O.O
Learned a few songs on the guitar.
^. -
I do realize that my blog is lacking pictures.
So I am gonna post up pictures from ages ago that I owe Hazel.
Look at the cameras!
She was trying to be taller than me.
She was very surprised that there was asam laksa..
In the middle of jusco home center =)
She looks gloomy
A very happy girl with her asam laksa
We both jakun-ed in Jusco Home Center
Ikeano
Classic!
A lot of people were staring when we did that. =P
attempted emo shot.
There you go.
picture post. =)
off to berbonding bonding with the ions,
“Nice to meet you, I’m single. Single bond.”
So yeah,
Left school early the other day and did not manage to take mod maths examination.
heard that it was really tough..
I went to see the doctor and the doctor said stress.
So body not enough oxygen that’s why I started hyperventilating.
Scariest moment of my life.
Not being able to breathe.
Took the cervical cancer prevention jab just now
with abby, alycia and wei wen.
Wasn’t as painful as I thought it would be.
but.. still I clutched on tightly to my mum.
2 more jabs to go.
Off to study moral now! =)
A little candy to lift the spirit.
I think I did okay for my physics 2.
Should be able to get at least a credit if I don’t screw up my Paper 3.
Sejarah 2 tomorrow.
*sigh*
After stopping Sejarah tuition.
Now I really have to pay attention in class.
GGliao.com
Is it just me?
Or is time going by really quickly? o.O
Time seems to be flying faster than it did in Form 3.
It’s already May.
After the June holidays. We will be going through hells.
Got my Nuffnang cheque today. =)
It’s not a HUGE amount but it’s good enough.
I think, on the 27.5.2009.
I’m gonna come home and sleep for a full 24 hours
To repay all my sleep debt.
Thank god for the no-obvious-dark-eye-circle-and-heavy-eye-bags genes.
Though, I am pretty sure by next week, I’m gonna start heaving huge ass ones.
While I was reading Sejarah, I found something really interesting.
You know the reason of pembantahan of Malayan Union?
课本说他们反对是因为害怕没地位
然后在课本第98页, 看看那张照片.
“马来亚给马来人”
Those few factors got me quite amused.
Though, it’s actually quite a well known fact.
I’m gonna name my guitar – Koko.
After KokoKaina which I think it’s an awesome singer.
with useless information crammed inside her brain,
Lynnette
After all I studied last night.
I actually did not do well in my add maths paper.
There wasn’t sufficient time.
Upon reaching school,
I realized during assembly that I’d left my calculator on my table.
*panics*
Eunice is officially my life saver.
Jane’s calculator also saved a life – Zunika’s
Physics 2 tomorrow.
I’ll try to do well. =)
How was your bio paper?
I screwed it.
Was it hard?
Very.
*grins*
New Celica.
Schmexy.
*turns to look at scaglietti*
Aww.. no worries. You’re still number one in my heart.
*winks*
*turns to look at Celica*
Hey sexy.
A break from Biology.
I made lunch. =)
Spaghetti Aglio Olio
I M Loving Plurk!
*click on the picture*
Fear for the future. Fear of not knowing. Fear of failing. Fear of not meeting certain expectations. Fear of letting people down. Fear of my own fears.
Fear of everything.
I’m free falling into nothing.
I’m picking up speed as I fall.
Darkness envelope me as I scream.
Will you be the one who catches me at the end?
I wanted to tell you how my day has been.
I wanted to ask you how YOUR day had been?
I wanted to tell you everything’s that’s happening.
I wanted to ask your opinions on some things I couldn’t understand.
You just barged into my room and started scolding me even when you clearly knew I was on the phone with my friend. You couldn’t have waited a little longer.
You’re pushing me away and I can’t seem to find my way back in.
It’s like every entrance have been sealed shut with an exception of some people and I know I’m not.
I’m not asking you to drop everything to listen to me.
I’m not asking you to do the impossible.
Am I asking too much?
Sometimes when I fall so deep,
I just wished you were there to pick me up.
When I realized you can’t be there,
I had learnt to pick myself up and not count on anyone else.
Just going to leave this post called Untitled.
Hate getting sick with the flu. Every time you want to eat something, you have to eat like this …
1. Picks up food.
2. Take a deep breath.
3. Chew for as long as you can hold your breath.
4. Gasps for air.
5. Pauses.
6. Repeat step 1 – step 6 till food is gone from the plate.
Not only that, you have no idea what the hell you’re eating because all you can actually taste is just the salty-ness or sweet-ness of the food with no idea of it’s natural flavor.
With the swine flu going around, it’s really bad to have your immune system down at this time. So me is going to make sure me eat a lot of vitamin Cs.
I am also having a slight food poisoning so I not only have to take the flu medication but also for the stomach ache. I thank the person who invented pills. No need to go through the painful process of swallowing the mixture.
I want to go for the KDU college thing but this flu bug is kinda killing me slowly from inside. Not sure if it’s a good idea to go. If they somehow get a workshop on culinary arts tomorrow and I ain’t there or can't participate because of my flu. I would so kill myself for getting sick.
p.s. so confused now…
p.p.s. hope everything will work out fine in the end.
I chickened out for auditions. =p
Went out with Aby today.
Had Carl’s Jr.
Chilli Cheese Fries
I took out the onions and tomato
Only ate the top half of the burger cause it was TOO big
After that we went to play..
Aby’s Pro looking shot
Mattheaus’s pro shot
Aby kacau di belakang
Dunno what hot guy is she looking at. =P
=.=
He claims to be a professional camwhore.
Classic
Off to study Biology and maybe an exercise of Add Maths.
Toodles people of the world.
P.S. thanks for the ride home.
P.P.S. thanks for the starbucks vouchers
Hahaha.. You have just got to laugh at this!
Today was semi productive, went out with Hazelnutter to run some errands.
As we were happily walking around one utama,
I suddenly thought
“What if Su Zen comes here?”
Hazel said,
“She won’t larr..”
So as we were making our way from the new wing to the new wing. Somewhere near baskin robbins. I spotted someone with a “unique” hairstyle - fringe swept to one side – and looking very the familiar. So I tiptoed and saw Yi May beside him. Happily, I waved to them and then..
“SHYT! Su zen!”
It wouldn’t be so bad if Hazel hadn’t panicked and squat down trying to hide herself. =.=
Abygayle was supposed to meet me but due to some miscommunication, we didn’t get to meet up. =/
Pictures will be posted up later.
P.S. I feel like there are shufflers and tap dancers having a dance battle in my brain now.
P.P.S I am very tired
